Diane Trout (alienghic) wrote,
Diane Trout

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Why me?

In thinking about my difficulties with trying to form romantic relationships, I invariably blame myself for my problems.

I worry that I'm to fat, to ugly, to intellectual, to sex-phobic, don't have enough experience, to needy, to independent, dress to slovenly, am trans, am lesbian, am afraid of bodies, to anti-car, to anti-corporate, worry to much, to emotionaly open, to emotionally closed, to picky, push people away to much, or perhaps just never try.

I do wish there was some way for me to believe that some one could actually want to have a relationship with me. Usually I just believe that some one would reject me for any one of the above listed reasons.

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