Yesterday and today we had another fight. She's gets frustrated with my debating and negative outlook for the future. I get frustrated with trying to stand up for myself and do things that I'm interested in.
We're both frustrated that we don't really have that many interests in common. She's also bothered by how little I'm attracted to her.
I wonder how motivated I'm being by desperation. Though she believes that she could find someone else, I certainly don't think that I have much of a chance at meeting someone who I am compatible with and find attractive.
Though I have been slapped around by some of my friends who argue that I'm too picky, on the other hand here I am trying to have a relationship with someone who doesn't really match my requirements and am having trouble. Perhaps my pickyness merely reflects that I'm quite unusual.