Diane Trout (alienghic) wrote,
Diane Trout


I had another argument with J tonight--this time over the phone. It started innocuously with talking about her day, but eventually I told her that I was still depressed from yesterday.

She was frustrated with me trying to change her and force my rather bleak view of the future down her throat and that I need to deal with my own psychological issues as they're clouding my thinking.

I was fairly quiet though did point out the occasional double standard in her complaints, like how she wanted me to listen to what bothers her in her life but can't deal with what I worry about.

I feel depressed, angry, unhappy, and discouraged. Not to mention I really wish I could fall asleep.

I also think that these are irreconcilable differences and think this attempt at dating is probably over, though want to wait until after I calm down to make sure that its not just me being depressed.

What I've learned from this is that my politics are important to me, and that it's really hard for me to be close to people who don't like politics.

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