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Dec. 19th, 2003 | 09:13 am
mood: lonelylonely

Haven't gotten much response from the activist recently. I asked her about the awkward evening on tuesday and she said that she was just in a disconnected mood. However I've emailed her a couple of times since then with little response.

Once again I'm feeling like I will never find anyone to have a real relationship with.

I think part of the problem is I'm afraid of conflict and I have several strong beliefs that run strongly against the dominant culture. I don't eat meat, I think that automobiles should be replaced, I'm an atheist, and have anarchist/socialist/anti-capitalist leanings.

I'd like to date someone who is comfortable with those belief systems and is some form of LBT woman. I rarely even meet such a person let alone am able to negotiate all the other horrible stuff that goes along with forming romantic relationships.

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from: bolowolf
date: Dec. 19th, 2003 11:13 am (UTC)

It sounds to me like it doesn't have anything to do with you and that activist woman actually has some things of her own going on that she is processing.

As far as your thoughts about part of the problem...I know many people who hold the same or similar beliefs and are in relationships. I live with two of them.

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from: alienghic
date: Dec. 19th, 2003 02:41 pm (UTC)

Perhaps some of the other problems are I also don't come off as particularly comfortable with my body either.

Or maybe I'm just looking for some reason that it's my fault so I have some sense of control. I feel like there should be some explanation for my difficulties dating.

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her other side

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from: saltbox
date: Dec. 20th, 2003 08:31 am (UTC)

Hang in there!

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