October 8th, 2002



I realized that I actually enjoy what I do for work. I do actually do some of the same things for free for my friends. However I'm still unhappy with work, and this has puzzled me.

What bothers me, is that my inability to leave it. I don't feel like I can decide that I'll go visit friends for a couple months. I resent the control work has over my life (in the form of the time ticking away while at work).