I then managed to come up with an even more depressing thought. I had been wondering what I could do to be perceived as more attractive, but currently I feel like there's little point. It's not like I'm going to meet someone that I find attractive who's avaiable and interested in me. (The people I'm attracted to seem to be exceedingly rare.)
Dating sucks for straight people... and is worse for every else.
(Well, at least I get to see jen tomorrow... a lesbian who likes role playing games. She, of course, is already in a committed long term monogamous relationship. But it's nice to be reminded that I'm not the only geeky queer woman.)