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Feb. 28th, 2002 | 01:37 am
mood: curiouscurious

In thinking about my difficulties with trying to form romantic relationships, I invariably blame myself for my problems.

I worry that I'm to fat, to ugly, to intellectual, to sex-phobic, don't have enough experience, to needy, to independent, dress to slovenly, am trans, am lesbian, am afraid of bodies, to anti-car, to anti-corporate, worry to much, to emotionaly open, to emotionally closed, to picky, push people away to much, or perhaps just never try.

I do wish there was some way for me to believe that some one could actually want to have a relationship with me. Usually I just believe that some one would reject me for any one of the above listed reasons.

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Robin

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from: solri
date: Feb. 28th, 2002 03:26 pm (UTC)
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I worry that I'm to fat, to ugly, to intellectual, to sex-phobic, don't have enough experience, to needy, to independent, dress to slovenly, am trans, am lesbian, am afraid of bodies, to anti-car, to anti-corporate, worry to much, to emotionaly open, to emotionally closed, to picky,

Nah, you're just a bad speller.

And I'd count about half of the above as virtues, in any case.

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Diane Trout

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from: alienghic
date: Mar. 1st, 2002 12:44 am (UTC)
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Nah, you're just a bad speller.

Hey I just spell checked that and my it told me that I only misspeled one word. *pout*

And I'd count about half of the above as virtues, in any case.

They might be, it's just that I end up discovering most people to be kind of boring. (Which might be true, but it can be lonely to be quite different from the masses.)

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